Its Moving Time! / I Hate Change!!



After a very stressful week which involved me losing my job, I have now been informed that I have to begin bidding for a new property this week.  This takes up to six weeks with the council, and if I dont win  get a home at the end of the 6 weeks, I then receive a place automatically which I have to take!  Its all a bit stressful but I knew my contract was coming to an end this year so it was inevitable.  Its just it couldnt have a happened at a more crazy time!
  I hate change, you see.  Not change that I have created, like a new bed, or change of hair colour.  Change that is out of my control, meaning that I have to pick up the pieces and change my whole routine just because someone else says so!!
  Someone else this week said that I shouldn't return to work because its closed.
  Someone else this week said that I am not getting paid for last weeks work because my place of work went into liquidtion.
  Someone else this week said that I need to change my routine that I have worked hard to perfect over two years because it doesnt fit in with losing my job.
  Someone else this week called me to say I now have 6 weeks to bid for a new home, even though I dont want to move!!

Ugh, I always tell my son that there are things in life we dont want to do but we have to anyway.  So, I am trying to listen to my own preaching ways which gets me through each problem.  I know that everything will fall into place eventually, I just have to get over the hurdles first.

In the next few weeks leading up to me moving, I have to clean the flat, paint the flat, pack my belongings, panic and stress!!
  I have had the best times in the four years that I have lived here and I wiill never forget them!!